Chronic systemic i.miss.her.itis disease..

I miss my syg so much... so much... I wish she could be here.. i do.. In life, one thing that i've learned through experiences is that we cannot always get what we wanted.. i want her so badly now but thousands of miles is a bit too far.. Im going through quite a lot lately, and i need her so much.. even the presence of her, live, infront of me can already take half the pain away.. the moment she start talking, another quarter of pain will go away and another quarter would require her to smile at me with that crazy cute smile... and if she hugs me, then all the pain shall be histories.. and i shall feel alive again..

she sent me few pics of her lately, and this is one of it..

I can feel like she is smiling to me.. well, she is smiling to me, but not really infront of me.. too bad.. hope i can see her as soon as possible.. i really think its painfully unbearable nowadays, missing her...