partyyy (not me)

my girl has just finished her final exam and is planning to go to a party tonight at a club in mont kiara if im not mistaken.. emmmm.. as jealous as i am, i let her go anyway.. haha.. she needs sometime for herself.. enjoying life.. 

i kinda have this problem that i was born with high level of jealous hormones (there is no such thing actually) and i am always worried about her.. i know by not letting her go, she will think that i dont trust her which is totally wrong.. i do trust her, just that im afraid, thats all.. and i know i am not able to explain that to her without her assuming that i dont trust her, so to make it simple, i let her go and have fun tonight..

she deserves to enjoy tonight, deserves to be happy.. i know she had gone through quite a rough month.. exams and personal problems (which cannot be stated here).. she cried and cried and cried so many times that i think this is the right time to finally release everything and have fun at the party.. i just want her to know that i really care about her.. and that is the ultimate reason im ok with the whole party thing.. im jealous, but i love her more and care for her more.. so i want her to go.. if there is anything in the world that could make her feel even a little bit better, i would totally do it no matter how hard it is.. because she is my syg.. haha.. and i know my syg.. i know she will take good care of herself.. i really hope she enjoy herself tonight.. go girl!!