Depression

i have so many problems. 

lots and lots of problems.

If possible, whatever problems that come across me, i would love to solve them there and then so that i can feel a little lighter.. problems that can be solved should be solved as fast as possible.. 

im tensed

im tensed and problematic

but i always wanted to be the person they want me to be.. the person they demand me to be.. untill the day, i stumbled.. fall apart.. 

but i never give up.. i will be that person again.. the person they love..

but i need time and support..

i need a grip, need to hold on to something.. someone..