should/should not?

just got back from a long boring tiring plenary session. just had my lunch too. im not really into the idea of going to class because we will only be having 1 class this afternoon, "pulmonary disease in geriatric patients", which sounds interesting, i know, but since there will only be 1 class... hehe

contemplating wether or not i should go to class. have to decide within 20 minutes. weighing pros and cons. emmm

early bird has to wait

i woke up early, get myself ready and woke my friends up only for them to tell me, "pleno 8.30am la baim, bukan 7.30'".. hhaha. haihh. its ok, being early does no harm to me anyway.

i feel very low nowadays. got lots of stuff to do, and lots of things in my mind. and i decided to just put every emotions aside for the moment. im a bid sad and etc, but i decided to swallow them all, because i love my loved ones too much to keep bothering them and adding burden to their shoulders. im not supposed to be telling people that i need to talk to someone, simply because they always have other things, better things to do other than talking to me. sometimes, i dont even want to talk about specific problems, just wanna chat a lil bit, talking about what im doing, how im doing, what im learning which could be very boring (i know that), but still, sometimes thats all i wanted. but i learn a lesson, to bore is to annoy. so here i am. clearing off all my emotions for a while.

i always believe that i'm strong. and being strong means that the one person you could always rely on to talk about anything, anytime and anywhere is always yourself. (this only works for me)..

therefore, i vowed to myself, "aku takkan menjaja cerita kalau tiada yang ingin mendengar," or in simple conceptual aspect, i will not go around begging for ears anymore.

feel better writing this down. (hahhh, lega sikit)

pictures

i received a group of pictures last few days from her, so i decided to share some of my latest. afterall, i always taught her to be fair but somehow in terms of pictures, i rarely shared mine.i just put some pics here so that she could take a look later when shes free. she never asked for any though, but i just hope she likes them.

so this is how my room looks like, well part of it. but i mostly spend my time around this area, my bed and my study table.

this is me, getting fatter by the day.. (btw hun, i envy u on your recent skinniness)

this is me in my nike gym sleeveless, haha. the funny thing is, i didn't even go to the gym, so why should i really be having any of such outfit?? the question shall remain unanswered.

ok, wont keep this secret any longer, i've registered myself at a gym nearby last week, only been there once so far, but plan to go regularly by next week. hehe. wish me luck!

this is a pic of me wearing my nerdy glasses. looks weird? i know. sigh.

all these pictures were taken today, so that makes them the latest me. so the conclusion is, the latest me is fatter, looks nerdier (or more nerd, whatever) but perhaps a little lighter in color of the skin. hehe

so thats all for now. i planned to record a video, but somehow my friend's camera ran out of battery. too bad, i know. miss u so much.