when i'm bored, God, i think a lot (it rhymes)

its 2nd raya today, tired for doing nothing.. arghhh.. bored.. how i wish it was me on that plane to malaysia last friday.. unfortunately, i have to spend another raya for the 2nd consecutive time here in makassar..

im having this little weird feeling though, as for who I really am and such.. those sort of things or questions or dilemmas that one usually face when one has too many extra time to think.. im starting to doubt myself, am i really the person i always thought i am..? or am I someone who i once believed i'm not? or is this whole sick mind questions meant to be temporary in nature? or maybe i'm just to scared to admit? i'm questioning the very presence of questions which brought more questions.. sigh.. and heck, i don't have any answer..

its been a wile

it has been quite a long time since i last wrote anything here.. hhhhhh.. tired.. my special sense theory exam is in 2 days, and i am so far, very far away from finishing even a quarter of the things i should study, or more precisely, memorize.. starting to have fever..

i'm currently on ophthalmology, probably if i can make it through all of it and still be alive i'll be proceeding to otorhinolaryngology before wrap all up with dermatology.. seriously, people will have to take months to just cover up one part, but i have to cover up 3, which had been taught all at once in less than a month!! crazy..

can't spend too much time on the blog..however, its nice to finally get to write again.. will be updating on how the exam goes later..