after a very long time, finally i had the opportunity to continue blogging.. sigh.. dahla internet rosak for quite some time, then i was so busy with exams and stuff which they continuously bothering me to the extend that i totally forgotten this whole blog thing.. haha..
emm.. life is weird.. things happened when u least expected them and keep happening when u start wishing they never hapenned at all.. mama is having dental problems while babah is having a fever for few days already.. i found myself losing focus in study and start to ignore this whole new block im taking now.. running extremely fast out of budget.. and my syg is having her problem and somehow fail to see that i am actually there for her.. making me feel that im not good enough, and make me feel less important, and most of all, less effects on her.. i hope she can depend on me and count me in..but..hmmm.. well, things are the way they are because of reasons that we might or might not discover sooner or later.. living life is not about seeing what happened to ourselves but to see what we can make happen.. not to see what struck us but to see what we can struck.. not to see what hit us but to see what we can hit.. and the list goes on..
i hope and sincerely pray that mama and babah get well soon.. and to my syg.. if ever she decides to read this, please know that whatever happen, anytime,anywhere, i will always stood behind her to support her, stood infront of her to grab her, stood by her side to hold her, stood below her to catch, and stood above to drag her up.. wherever i need to stand and whenever she needs me to stand, for her, i promise myself, i will..
