mr. lonely

have u ever felt alone and lonely despite lots of companions? is a weird feeling of which u will start assuming that u r severely depressed.. haaha.. 

im having lots of problems and seriously after my so-called changes, i felt better.. however, i start noticing that my changes are now compromised by the way i live my life lately.. in other words, my changes are not consistent..pheww.. and when im tensed thinking about my problems i usually at that particular time feel alone.. if people around me has problems which i think needed immediate attention, i would have sacrifice anything to attend to it.. the same thing does not goes back to me which makes me feel alone and lonely.. haha. but seriously, i need to be aware all the time that i  might be depressed and which my head can be solely influence by severely disturbed emotions on which make me incapable of thinking straight.. so i need to stop thinking that other people dont care about me because such feelings are due to my psychological instabilities.. tough life eh..haha