im here..

i just got off the phone with my girl.. emmm.. shes sad about something.. she has this personal problem that is very hard to understand.. well, i made her understand about it clearly.. and i asked her to take some rest and cool herself down..

deep inside me, i blame myself for not being able to be there for her.. but things are the way the are.. and i cant change the fact that i'll be stuck here for the next 4 years.. i really hope i did my part well.. in making sure that she is ok and that she is in full awareness that i will always attend to her no matter what.. i might not be there for her, but i will be here for her.. and i will always do the best for her..

i myself is in whole lot of problems.. just wrote the previous blog just now.. (read the previous blog to find out).. and despite feeling so weak, i somehow, out of nowhere stimulates the strong side of me and came out with lots of ways to make her understand the situation, channel up some posititve aura to her and trying to make her feel better.. emm.. the power of love..