"Baim, bagusla ko skg..",..

i went out to have my dinner just now with my friend.. on the way to the cheapest food place that we Malaysians called 'kedai jawa', he said something to me.. I was quite shocked.. haha.. He told me that I'm very different now.. and that he and possibly everyone else has been noticing the changes in me and which he honestly solute.. haha.. weird eh? I dont even try even for once to make others realize about it, but I guess action does speak by itself.. 

Well, I see that as a further motivation for me to keep doing what I did.. I have mixed feelings nowadays.. I'm so tensed of problems that happened in my life that somehow seem unavoidable and endless, but at the same time, I am happy of who I am.. which is a good thing..nope.. a tremendous thing.. haha.

By the way, i missed my girl so much today.. not that i dont miss her any other days, i miss her all the time, but today is incredibly painful.. I missed her too much since morning.. tried telling her but she is quite busy and I dont want to pressure her into spending more time with me just because i crazily miss her.. no guys.. seriously.. I'm not joking.. I literally am going crazy of missing her.. haha..