padan muka

its raining heavily tonight.. sudden, heavy, loud rain.. more and more hearts are broken as the rain drops on the land of makassar.. the hearts of which they belong to those full of hope.. the hearts of which full of desire.. enthusiasm.. the hearts of which they belong to those who counted the time.. belong to those who are intolerant of time as they counted the hours, minutes and seconds.. their legs giggle as their hearts pounded like the bluster of cold wind on turbulent night.. 

"hahaha!!! padan muka everyone!! tak dapat main futsal!! " shouted a man as he stands and gaze his eyes to those who possess the aggravated face..

well, that man is me.. haha. and pity me too because i myself wanted to play tonight but mother nature has its plan and are little less informative of what will happen next.. they stil wanted to go.. i am quite sick so i dont think i'll go along..

Plan oh plan

pheww.. just went went through an extremely tiring week.. so many classes and assignments.. just by thinking about it makes me want to puke.. (exaggerating).. im thinking about how to spend my weekends and not regret by the end of it.. which of course is a very hard thing to do. almost every weekend ends with me regretting and wishing that i should have done something.. at least one thing useful apart from my usual dangerously excessive sleeping.

well, to be honest, i am planning to clean up my room (which doesnt look like a room) tomorrow.. Hopefully by tomorrow i am able to finally see the light and shine of a room that i long to see.. Its almost impossible for average reasonable human being to inhabit such room that i have.. (no exaggeration this time).. I always plan to clean up my room and end up not following through the whole plan due to certain unavoidable circumstances (this is obviously an excuse).. well in other words, i always wanted my room to be clean but i never actually do anything about it.. the only difference this time is that i actually write my plan in my blog.. 

so, lets wait and see what tomorrow might offers me.. is it a long gloomy day full of temptations to sleep and keep sleeping? or a bright day full with energy and enthusiasm? haha. i let u know tomorrow.. wish me luck with my whole plan.. some peole said that fail to plan is planning to fail. well, i've planned so many times (again, not an exaggeration) but i still fail.. hopefully not this time. 

I want to be MORE

i'm sitting alone and doing what i like the most; thinking (secondary to eating, obviously).. im thinking of how and what im suppose to do to be an impact to the world. sounds too heavy for a guy like me huh? well, that's me.. ambitious and a frequent dreamer (note: nothing wrong with dreaming, it might be true one day).. 

whatever ways i have to do to be an impact, it must start with the very foundation of the society which is myself.. if i can not be an impact and are not able to thrive and motivate myself, how in the world will i ever be an impact to others?hmm.. then comes people around me.. my family, my friends and my girlfriend.. how can i possibly be an impact to them? well, the solid answer of my 30 minutes thinking would be - do something BIG. which therefore, able to instigate them.

emmm.. big things.. well, im studying medicine. its pretty much an impact to my lil sister and lil cousins.. er.. and i used to be above average scorer in school (not brilliant though) which bestow my parents with the rights to tell and be proud among their friends.. and i've done incredibly romantic things for my girlfriend which gave her the impact of me (i think so, wait until she comments this article to know wether its true or not), plus a whole lot of witty advises i gave her along with my skillful methods of conveying my messages to her (thanks to high school debating).. and being a funny guy often makes me an impact to any circle of friends.. not really that big impact to them, but 'boleh2 la' (note: 'boleh2 la' is a malay word describe middling, meaning not too good, but definitely not bad).. 

im hoping that as day goes by, i will be able to learn or find something in me that can really motivates people not just those around me, but probably to larger circles. i dont know what it is yet, but i will one day do something soo big and be someone soo important.. trust me.. i will

 

Rise of the EVIL cat, miow!!

Cats are four-legged animal that appear to be cute, tame and adorable to lots of people. Well, not to me. i always believe that behind those glittering eyes, lie a hidden evil nature which includes harming people and possibly attempt to abolish human race.. i repeat, human race!! I was and still known to have a specific phobia of cats which the initial cause remain unknown. that would explain my cold and unfriendly manner towards two pet cats in my house; rocky and juno. 

Last two days, i found myself busy rearranging files in my laptop when rocky decided to attempt on terminating my life. He jumped on my laptop out of nowhere. My human nature of self-defense lead to sudden movement of my hands to throw him away. This results in 1) my laptop almost fell to the ground and 2) three lines of painful and possibly poisonous scratches on my left hand. I was furious. He ran away knowing that his evil plan didnt work out the way he planned to. Blood rushing and pumping straight up my head. There and then, i felt the sudden need and urge to kill the evil little creature.

Unfortunately for me and lucky for him, the urge only lasts for few seconds. He is still breathing today and once in a while he would look at me and throw me his evil smile. I will get him one day.. i will...

Inspiration

Hello..

this is my first time writing or publishing (which ever is right) my own blog.. I am not clear of my purpose to do so, but i suddenly felt like trying it, and i did.. haha.. so here i am..

I recently go through my girlfriend's blog and somehow i was inspired to make one on my own. So i guess, this whole thing is her inspiration over me. 

1 thing for sure, my life is full of unexpected things and events that might be hilarious, tensed and occasionally  inspiring to others. Hopefully i have fun writing and you have fun reading.